I reached out to feel the 'wound' inside,sometimes intentionally and not.
It is still midly throbbing.
The scab is long formed.
Just that it still hurts.

How long would it take?
But again,even if it's ok..it will leave a scar.
And really in the first place,I dont want it to peter out.

Now..I am just trying my best not to touch that wound again.
And hopefully the scab would not peel off.

This Thursday...
I know today is not gonna be the same.
Not like those previous.
And God knows that I am right.
I am,right?